Thursday, December 29, 2011

The Reincarnation of Energy


When I write reincarnation, what I am referring to is the continuation of energy and spirit, beyond the mortal life cycle. Matter cannot be destroyed, and I do not believe that the energy that makes us ourselves can be either. This is the only explanation that makes sense to me right now, at this point in my life. I do not believe the energy that encompasses my spirit was started anew when I was. There are residues of history entangled in it. Reasons why this makes sense:

The People. 
You know the people that you meet, talk to for a half hour, and then it feels like you have known them forever? That you get them, and they get you, and no matter what role they end up playing in your life, that connection changes you, just a little bit, for the better. There is no logical reasoning behind this. It just happens. Some people you instantly click with, others you don’t.

The Places. 
There are places that call to the soul more than they should, more than other places do. For me, that is India. I have traveled to many states, Canada, the UAE, and India. Out of them, the two that make me want to just be there, live there, become a part of there are Vermont and India. Vermont makes some sense- I have lived here for the majority of my life. India, not so much. I have visited for two weeks. Yet I desperately want to go back, because in those two short weeks I learned so much and felt comfortable- mentally, spiritually, physically. And I don’t know why.

The Prospects.
I have been given so many amazing opportunities, been the recipient of so many acts of faith, of acceptance. I am surrounded by so many amazing people. I do not feel like I have done enough to deserve them.

Clearly, the energy that is a part of my legacy and life is doing something right.

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